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Jason Aldean sucks a fucking cock

With shit on it I might add. I fucking think dude sucks. I am at a bar and these fucking hillbilly hiphop freaks are fucking hounding me to play this garbage. It sounds like bad GnR with a shitty hillbilly singer with a dick in his throat. Fuck shit fuck. The bar tender is even bugging the shit outta me. This isn't her personal jukebox time. And I don't need ger reminding me to that guys at the bar want to have anal sex with Jason Aldean. I GET IT FUCKFACE. God damnit. I have played him 4 times and have more in the play list. These rednecks sniffed out that I am here for the money and I actually hate most country. Well not really but kinda. Dude was like COREY SMITH and I was like WHAT SONG and he was like YOU KNOW knowing I don't know. I thought he was gonna punch me.

Archived -I f****** suck dick at blogging

I can give a f*** I'm going to try to push push this stupid ass speak now thing to f*** in Brink I swear to f****** god on what the f***** up with my life and why my life is such a f****** chaotic f****** pala f****** horse s*** constantly yeah I have a lot of the Irish and curse of the English man what the f*** is wrong with the f*** is going on f*** me to f****** hell I f****** hate this stupid f****** blog I hate how nobody f****** read it nobody gives a f****** all this stupid f****** block ever done has got me into trouble with people and got people hate me even more than I already f****** do you f*** blogging like the way I blog I am a f****** god damn f****** pile of f****** s*** blogger what the f*** I would like to like to find a way to plug without having to be such a f****** b******* ass to compile a f****** s*** finally I'm making some money on YouTube but not getting any subscribers I am not doing much like I just have so many f****** god damn videos that a generation money I'm such a f****** worthless pile of s*** I can't come up with anything f****** creative are good that would hurt people the f****** have anything to do with me for the nice need our help me make money at al

So now what am I supposed to do I don't f****** know I'm going to sit down and make a game plan and try to get positive and focused and on a game plan if not being such a f****** pile of s*** that is expecting people to like me because I have to send in my heart that was it called when people feel like there something off to them Abbas in titled meant because I'm a spoiled rotten piece of s*** American that never had to f****** s*** is life except f****** complain when all I have is f****** ugh awesome AT&T I have a lotta love you think about my life lot of opportunities allied you somehow f*** it up yeah I was on CNN the other day who is a f****** s*** yeah girl I used to date a George Clooney to get a f****** I swear to f****** god I need a f****** god damn mother f****** miracle right the f*** now quick the economy sucks dick I have 3 kids I'm f****** crazy from all the f****** LSD a f****** took I f****** swear to God I wanted to make medical marijuana a f****** we golfing in Illinois cuz I had to come out Illinois I'm such a f****** polish it I ended up going to a f****** assistant somehow getting a god damn handjob from a f****** idiot from an idiot asian f****** hooker how does this s*** happens in my life f****** fell apart it sucks dick I f****** hate it what the mother f****** f****** c*** sucking b**** hoe f*** need f****** help now I live out your f****** Illinois and get shootout at least once a day by my wife and get laid maybe once a month if I'm lucky

8 years of unsuccessful blogging

Or somebody made me so upset I get on here to talk s*** about them and that's just the reality of my blog and probably why my blog suck so much donkey dick oh well now I have to make as much money as f****** possible because life is eating up all my f****** money in this country does not give a f*** about artist especially artist the just don't get it

So I started a blog in 2004 so far it has been a very unsuccessful blog why is this ? I just don't understand why after 8 years basically to subscribers and generated like no money from this thing I guess suck at blogging maybe 1 day I'll be come a great blogger I use this blog more left very upset like my wife leaving me.

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Steak n Shake food review

So good.

Steak N Shake was so amazing. I have never had anything there except the cheesy fries in 2007. The experience was amazing. And I will take all the amazing experiences I can since I am new to this town. I really do miss my old hometown, but Steak N' Shake does not exist where I used to live. It was so freaking good and such a great price. Seriously. I can't think of one thing to complain about. This place just puts Burger King and other fast-food restaurants to shame. It felt like someone cared about me from the moment I walked in. It had a restaurant vibe with a fast-food twist. But the other twist was that it was old school like it was from the 50's. They had folding cardboard cars for the kids to assemble while waiting. The chice of food was simple yet still had a great variety. No actual steaks though. I guess the burgers are made with ground steak. AND THEY TASTED AWESOME. Holy god they were so good. Way better than Sonic by far. The thin cut fries were to die for and I loved my little salad with blue cheese. I even tried my kids chicken strips and they were way amazing. Then the shake at the end put me in a food coma. I was so full yet it was so good I would of ate it all again. Now I see why some people like to puke so they can eat again.Nikon D7000 Digital SLR Camera Body - 25468

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Illinois... WTF

So this is more like a pathetic diary than a blog. It can take years for me to figure out the obvious. I just recently realized the Broncos are not the Dolphins. I only like football if it involves free pizza, beer orqp weed.
So how the fuck did I end up here? Doesnt matter. Im here so oh well. People dont change all that much usually. Though some do.
My point being this, my wife's family and her home town will eventually make her want to move far away.
I would love to move back to the west coast. But I could be happy anywhere if I can get time to work on my music and art and make money somehow. I do wish to live in a medicinal mj state. Its tuff out here just lime olympia because I watch the kids from 6am to 12am. I get snipets of time to attempt my business, but its never enough and my music is the thing left in the dust. Fuck it sucks so much sometimes. Oh well. Gotta stay happy somehow. Kids neef me again so I gotta go.

2 year old Alaijah "PLAYS PIANO " :-) and takes a bow part 1

Whats new Mr. Drama?

I'm dramarific. I wondet when I will find inner peace. I'm gullible to an extreme. I want affection all the time. Regret is something I dwell on everyday. What should I do? Is it that I blame too much? I want to participate in something meaningful. Untill tomorrow. Try again I shall.

Finally....but not the final

It's here, it's on my droid, it's amazing*&%$# I finally have the blogger app. I swear I looked for it on this droid and it didn't exist ....but maybe it did and I didn't see it? Regardless - it's here now. I just wish I could talk into it.
What a crazy run the last 5 years have been. Treypac is now 6 and I have 2 little girls. I've been having weird dreams with a mixture of friends from different areas and times in my life. I'll have dreams about college with people from elementary school, dreams of still dating certain gf, dreams about my current wife... alll pretty vivud. No nightmares though... which is excellent because to me nightmares make me fearful of what could happen when dead.
I made a vlog apologizing to George Clooney and Sarah Larson today. Feels good. I've been getting guidence from Kitchen Nightmares tv show and the Acience of Mind little magazine/ sugest thingy. I got a few of the from my CSA Church in Olympia before I moved. I'm feeling optimistic about life.... and why not? I am a stay home Dad full of hope. I become a tool and guide for my girls. They are 6 months old and 2. I must enjoy my time with them; even the screaming and begging. They will be older eventually and I will have the drive and new experience to re-enter the arts in an intence full-time way I love. These girls rock and I have been rwcording Alaijah sing. I figure record her whenever I can and not to worry about editing it. Editing tajes me lots of time, abd once they are older I will have ample time to edit. Similar situations occurred with my boy Treypac. It took almost 2 years to edit our movie Gun Battle.
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It's been really long since I last posted in here. It's because life from now and then has been more than dramatic... it's been overly real. I mean that in terms of not literal but as such as REAL meaning REALLY INTENSE. For example, I am trying to type this while feeding a baby. What is comforting the most is this, as much as it might hurt that only 2 people subscribed to my blog in the last 8 years, it's good that I can use this as a way to express the up most aweful shit in my life and can feel that release and not have to worry about too many people reading it. I have been my greatest fan and assume others would too. I did find a few true fans and or friends.
I do live in Illinois now. I had to leave Olympia to be by my kids. My wife left me, but took me back as long as I moved to Illinois and said what she wanted to hear. i have to go now because baby is screaming.