Steak n Shake food review

So good.

Steak N Shake was so amazing. I have never had anything there except the cheesy fries in 2007. The experience was amazing. And I will take all the amazing experiences I can since I am new to this town. I really do miss my old hometown, but Steak N' Shake does not exist where I used to live. It was so freaking good and such a great price. Seriously. I can't think of one thing to complain about. This place just puts Burger King and other fast-food restaurants to shame. It felt like someone cared about me from the moment I walked in. It had a restaurant vibe with a fast-food twist. But the other twist was that it was old school like it was from the 50's. They had folding cardboard cars for the kids to assemble while waiting. The chice of food was simple yet still had a great variety. No actual steaks though. I guess the burgers are made with ground steak. AND THEY TASTED AWESOME. Holy god they were so good. Way better than Sonic by far. The thin cut fries were to die for and I loved my little salad with blue cheese. I even tried my kids chicken strips and they were way amazing. Then the shake at the end put me in a food coma. I was so full yet it was so good I would of ate it all again. Now I see why some people like to puke so they can eat again.Nikon D7000 Digital SLR Camera Body - 25468

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Illinois... WTF

So this is more like a pathetic diary than a blog. It can take years for me to figure out the obvious. I just recently realized the Broncos are not the Dolphins. I only like football if it involves free pizza, beer orqp weed.
So how the fuck did I end up here? Doesnt matter. Im here so oh well. People dont change all that much usually. Though some do.
My point being this, my wife's family and her home town will eventually make her want to move far away.
I would love to move back to the west coast. But I could be happy anywhere if I can get time to work on my music and art and make money somehow. I do wish to live in a medicinal mj state. Its tuff out here just lime olympia because I watch the kids from 6am to 12am. I get snipets of time to attempt my business, but its never enough and my music is the thing left in the dust. Fuck it sucks so much sometimes. Oh well. Gotta stay happy somehow. Kids neef me again so I gotta go.

2 year old Alaijah "PLAYS PIANO " :-) and takes a bow part 1

Whats new Mr. Drama?

I'm dramarific. I wondet when I will find inner peace. I'm gullible to an extreme. I want affection all the time. Regret is something I dwell on everyday. What should I do? Is it that I blame too much? I want to participate in something meaningful. Untill tomorrow. Try again I shall.

Finally....but not the final

It's here, it's on my droid, it's amazing*&%$# I finally have the blogger app. I swear I looked for it on this droid and it didn't exist ....but maybe it did and I didn't see it? Regardless - it's here now. I just wish I could talk into it.
What a crazy run the last 5 years have been. Treypac is now 6 and I have 2 little girls. I've been having weird dreams with a mixture of friends from different areas and times in my life. I'll have dreams about college with people from elementary school, dreams of still dating certain gf, dreams about my current wife... alll pretty vivud. No nightmares though... which is excellent because to me nightmares make me fearful of what could happen when dead.
I made a vlog apologizing to George Clooney and Sarah Larson today. Feels good. I've been getting guidence from Kitchen Nightmares tv show and the Acience of Mind little magazine/ sugest thingy. I got a few of the from my CSA Church in Olympia before I moved. I'm feeling optimistic about life.... and why not? I am a stay home Dad full of hope. I become a tool and guide for my girls. They are 6 months old and 2. I must enjoy my time with them; even the screaming and begging. They will be older eventually and I will have the drive and new experience to re-enter the arts in an intence full-time way I love. These girls rock and I have been rwcording Alaijah sing. I figure record her whenever I can and not to worry about editing it. Editing tajes me lots of time, abd once they are older I will have ample time to edit. Similar situations occurred with my boy Treypac. It took almost 2 years to edit our movie Gun Battle.
Love Universal
peace
Pizza T

It's been really long since I last posted in here. It's because life from now and then has been more than dramatic... it's been overly real. I mean that in terms of not literal but as such as REAL meaning REALLY INTENSE. For example, I am trying to type this while feeding a baby. What is comforting the most is this, as much as it might hurt that only 2 people subscribed to my blog in the last 8 years, it's good that I can use this as a way to express the up most aweful shit in my life and can feel that release and not have to worry about too many people reading it. I have been my greatest fan and assume others would too. I did find a few true fans and or friends.
I do live in Illinois now. I had to leave Olympia to be by my kids. My wife left me, but took me back as long as I moved to Illinois and said what she wanted to hear. i have to go now because baby is screaming.

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Cap'n Fresh and the Stay Fresh Seals

Racist UCLA Chic Rant THE OFFICIAL SONG "Asian People"

Back to Da Hotel "Pizza T" z-kamp experience

Auto Tune The News vs. Dubstep Charlie Sheen - Winning - PIZZA T Remix

Charlie Sheen his an awesome dude. I think he is going on Phish tour this summer.

Free show tonight Pizza T zkamp at the East Side 9pm. Danny Kelly and Jason of artesian undground sitting in w/ Pizza T. Hear New Songs

Pizza T's Z Kamp experience Feb. 12th "Hands in Da Pants"

So I am awake early. Bout to smoke some indo. I swear, I am mentally fucked. At least I am staying mellow. Wont take Zoloft, I'd rather be a freak. Sucks that everytime I but together a band that it falls apart. Most likely its me? But at the same time, it could be bad luck. Like the economy. Who the fuck can stay in a shitty town that has no good jobs just to be in a band? I know I found a way. Really though, I have never had luck with bands starting from High School. i remember I started a band called the latex Babies with my brother and we had our first REAL gig at a "Flower Party" which is a group of kids from each class makes fake flowers for the homecoming floats. So we practiced at my dad's accounting office in the back storage area for a month. We were super punk rock. So the day of our show we set up in a girls back yard. Our drummer refuses to play. Everyone is like "ARE YOU GONNA START"? The drummer "Josh Smith" refused... SO some weasily looking skater kid said he knew how to play drums, and the show went on. IT WAS BAD. The skater kid lied, he did not know how to play drums at all. He just started hitting them as hard and fast as he could with hitting the rim more than anything. It was AWFUL and embarrassing. I moved later that month away from that school and ended up in Washington State "HOME OF INDIE ROCK AND GRUNGE"

Now I am 32 and have 2 kids a 1 on the way. I really have been trying hard as fuck with music for years. But what am I trying for? Respect? Talent? Fame? Fun?
Those are typical questions...... But now its like I have been doing it for so long that i'm not sure whats going on...... I have never tried to be on a label, I just assumed that it would work out. Not so... I feel like Squidworth sometimes.
I did a Halloween show and it was so bad that I really questioned my life and my art.
I mean there was no chance of being anything but I guy who likes to play music, and bad music at that. But I have to deal with that myself. Thats my own making. My wife was there and saw me play horrible and also watched a packed house all walk out on my show. It was worse than the High School first show with the weasily skater kid. IT WAS SO BAD>>> I never felt like a wash up before; at least to this extent. And on top of it I was going so far into debt that I was in fear of my family's future.

So I decided to quit shows and work hard on my music until the next show and see what happens. I was pretty sure of a few things. 1. No one will come to my next show because Halloween was so FUCKED in THE ASS. 2. Or the planet is so big that a whole new crowd will be there if I advertise right. 3. The show will prove that Pizza T Z Kamp can clear a house with its awful music once again 4. Or we will prove that the last show was a fluke and everyone should always DO WHAT THEY LOVE.

Believe it or not.
the show was more packed, and the first band was so so so good. And I knew High Ceiling, the closing band, was gonna be super fucking good. So I was a little worried, or at least should of been worried. It very well could of gone like the Halloween show, but I wouldn't know until we started playing. Imagine this, A WHOLE ROOM FILLED WITH PEOPLE, THEY ARE ANXIOUS FOR MUSIC, YOUR ON STAGE LOOKING AT THEM LOOKING AT YOU, YOU START THE FIRST SONG...... and what happens next A. Everyone starts leaving the room like someone dropped pepper spray in the building and your all of a sudden playing for your wife, which looks very disappointed, and five other people that most likely are only sticking around because they feel super bad for you.
or B. The big crowd gets bigger and then starts grooving and dancing and rocking and cheering, but as you look your wife is no where to be found or to be proud because she is at home with sick kids??
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Well B happened at the last show. If the show went bad I wouldn't of quit anyways. I would of just been sad. Kinda like after Hallloween. Though I wasnt sad for long after Halloween. I hit the studio and did a little PIZZA T STYLEZ firing and hiring.
understand this....... This summer I did some mind searching and self observation. Lots of meeting new friends and hearing new sounds. Yesterday i listened to String Cheese 2010 at hornings hideout.... And in the first set you feel like WOW this is hillbilly shit, then they find themselves by the end of that set with Shantytown>gypsy queen. This is when they sound like Super Cheese to me.
So point being this...
What is it that I am confused on?
What I found= Maybe I judge and do not understand how other people think. Why is it that band I perceive as shitty have way more followers and fans than me?
I think the root of it is inside my soul. Like I could of just judged the SCI and refuse to listen past a jam or two. Or maybe think about what?? What it is? What it is that makes the people so into them. To me Phish is like a rock star band that was very easy to see why. but stuff like Sublime and Nirvana had to dig a little.
I realize i assume friends should support. That is not the case though. Some do and some don't. Some will do the opposite and get you kicked off labels, kinda like how Ben Parrish aka benny P aka Ben Compton got Gravy Train kicked off the label. Sometimes you gotta realize that you gotta not even think about the stuff like that. Is that good or evil or neither/ Probably in the courts it would be neither because its hard to prove someone true intentions. Maybe he truly thought Hunx and Gravy Train!!!! could never get better or make more fans? So drop em quick....
I would of never ever ever set out to get a friend or a band that I know has fans within my friends purposely kicked off a label.

So I try to understand. I too want to be loved. So I gotta love, I gotta understand, I gotta take note of what i can feasibly do.

As of now i am done with the traditional band. I like having a robot in the band, I like being goofy, I AM NOT ASHAMED. I know I can "bring it"!!!
Its obvious that I am a weird one.
So if the String Cheese is cheesy, and Insane Clown psse' is wiggity whack, ??? Then what can you learn from them because, they seam to have what you want. Maybe it is me that is korny and wiggity whack and I assume I am the choosen one that will save the planet with Rock n' Roll.... So there you have it, the end of the Spongebob movie.
Whats cool is I know I am writing this and NO ONE READS it.... So I can be candid as fuck.

I think techno is brain dead music lets say. though I have heard techno music I love. Analyzing my last two sentences do you notice anything? Its ingnorance maybe? Its the battle a lot of us struggle all day everyday till the day we die. I would stray away from anything that sounded like something I preceived as something I wouldn't dare do because it is to not me for my books.

I have made a song
I have had so many people love it, and say its the best thing I have ever made and they listen to it everyday. Yet the song when played for a close friend says its too commercial, or too not me. Mark Rogers and Dylan Chapman both know my music and both felt kinda negative about the song........ though I knew I was onto something because I believe they are thinking the way i always find myself thinking. I think its about being open minded. They are worried for me too. Regardless, both of them were at the last show and they loved it.... THEY LOVED THE SONG THEY QUESTIONED. They said they were kinda at odds with the song when they listened to it at home, but live it made since. THEY ALL LOVED IT LOVED IT. It was awesome and weird. Though i find myself falling into the same traps, though i am doing my best to avoid and keep on the path to freedom.

My buddy bill said that the dude from ...uh I forgot
Well Bill said his friend is better and more professional than me because he has been doing the music business for longer. Then i researched it and I actually am way older than his friend and have been doing it way longer.... maybe I just suck....? Or maybe I just need to learn from his friend. Even if his friend doesn't want to teach me.
Do I love what I do? Yes. Have I ever made a good song people liked? YES almost every year
Do you make stuff people hate.. YES YES YES LIKE ALL THE TIME.

Can you lose money with music- YES
Can you make money- YES, FINALLY- I finally made at Countdown to Love 3

I can do it, even if I suck, all the best suck too. Everyone that is loved is hated. Jesus is loved and hated. Bush Jr. is loved and Hated. Phish is loved and Hated.
So I assume I gotta focus. Do like Pizza Today says and improve your business by analyzing what works and doesn't work.

Fuck. I get in trouble 4 stupid shit all the time. My wife is clever. So the Safey Thin Crust Carlic Chicken Pizza is great if you like raw onions. Too much 4me

Running Water

My friend AE made this in a serious moment in time. It's so amazing. Love to the AMazing Alex Wilson.